Why can't I just enjoy my holidays

I studied like shit during school term. You know what kept me going? No, not the thought of getting straight A's or the glory that comes with. It's the after exams that was my driving force when I felt like giving up and slacking off. The holidays. The two weeks where I can finally let my hair down and be satisfied with my hard work, and reward myself for it.

Why can't I watch drama serials. What's so bad about a little holiday Glee marathon? Or a GG marathon? Why can't I go to the clubs with my friends without having boyfriends to chauffeur us like we're 12. Why can't I enjoy watching television or online movies without being nagged at. It's the holidays for goodness sakes! And I'll do as I bloody please.

It's not like I'm smoking weed/ tobacco or getting drunk or having sex or any of that shit.  

URGH.

I can't wait to get my diploma and fly off to Aussie (or better, South Africa) to get my masters. Can't friggin wait.

Why
Why
Why

Why do I keep doing this to myself.

Anyway,
Merry Christmas you guys! I hope you had a great one because mine was rather unfortunate. Meeting Charms was an exception though <3 ohoh and the new watch mommy bought me.

I love my watch. K thats about it for Christmas. I had plans. But there was a rainstorm.

Once again, Merry Christmas.

So it's the eve of Christmas. Thanksgiving time.

What are you thankful for?