28 July: 

HAHA ol'sku

Eeyer so long

Nick Jonas's dog tag specially bought from USA -.-

Ice-cream is always good for the soul. Hwee Ping was so kind to give me her Swensen's voucher :> Thanks babe! I wanted the mint one but they ran out :( That's what they said anyway, but I swear I saw someone enjoying her mint ice-cream a few tables up front. Eunice (jonas bieber) had the one with coffee in it WHICH I WANTED BTW but then I decided to go for variety and ordered some chocolate one. See the sacrifices big sisters make...

30 July: 

HAHA more like mudpie than brownie...

I lub my marshi mellos

Pretty Felly!

Yes, this is the toilet mirror shot.

Turns out the brownies weren't completely baked... It tastes much much better than it looks. Carolmaid and Hwee Ping were lazy asses and were super late for school so Felly and I went out to be bored at Coffee Bean. It was bloody cold that day so we sat out. My jacket had the dry in wet weather stench and Felly didn't bring hers so we were freezing to death while waiting for the bus to come.

Cause Carolmaid loves to wear ribbons in her long wavy hairrr

So cute right! :>

Bird-day girl

Caroline aka Carolmaid heeheeheee

Caroline, Felicia, Hwee Ping

Felly was so nice to alter her height for me

Hwee Ping, me, Felly, Caroline

I likey this picture!

Haahahahahahahahahah

Colonal's uber cool shirt.

Caroline & Hwee Ping finally came and heehee we were so scared that she wouldn't like the brownies but thank goodness she liked it, or pretended to... heh.
Andrian surprised her (and us) with a big-ass mango cake after school. Sho sweet right! He remembered the candles and lighter but he forgot to bring serviettes HAHA so Wymer improvised and collected a bunch of tissues. His original idea was to eat out of our hands but obviously that just won't do. We're all civilized and modern people.
K apparently not all of us cause somewhere in between Andrian had cake smashed in his face. Uh dno what happened to the birthday-girl-cake-smashing tradition but somehow we altered it to smashing cake on the cake buyer instead. HAHAHA. 

After that we went down to Vivo and then Felly had to go for some YOG fireworks showcase thing while we watched Inception. The movie was just mind-boggling. So many times I was kept at the edge of my seat cause I kept trying to understand it and prove to be a smart-ass. Don't really get it still but it was really, really, really, really good.

Movie ended at 2130, Hwee Ping left for home cause she doesn't wanna party cause she's under-aged. I am so proud of my freinds hahahaha! We met Felly but by then it was already 10 plus so no more happy hour :( Everywhere was so full, as expected of  a Friday night. We settled in Yello Jello and stood at the bar for awhile till somebody left their tables.

OH and I saw my friend Teck Liang with his gf and NS mate. We were like 0.0 HAHAHA so fuuni. I swapped my Lychee Mojito with Felly's cause she didn't really like the Martini. Then suddenly this small guy went to the dance floor and danced like it was his last day on earth and I guess it was contagious enough cause soon everybody was at the dance floor shaking their thang. & these are adults ie. principals, teachers, mothers, fathers etc etc I'm talking about.
Hooomygawdd. HAHAHA lovely lovely.

Clarke Quay pictures with Carolmaid & Felly's BB cause my camera died. I'll post them up soon!

PS. I've moved to Holland now but that's another post for another time. There isn't wi-fi here so I've got to go down to Starbucks for internet excess. So I wouldn't be online as frequently as per usual. That's the only downside I guess, other than that, I LOVE MY NEW PLACE.

Today was a good day. A million times better than yesterday. Yesterday was my official FML day. But today I woke up on the right side of bed, wore my Tinkerbell fairy dust necklace, and had Starbucks to kick start my day. I was a little late for my chemistry test, but it was not as bad as I thought.

The rest of school was bleh, till HAP tutorial :) I gots myself an iCandi. Couldn't help but look and look. But he was seated right at the other end so it was hard to make my interest discreet. I think he caught me a couple of times, and I tried diverting my attention to Birdie's/Shanna's doggy magazine, but it didn't work after a while.
He's just too cute.
After school Hwee Ping, Smelly Felly & I went to hunt for LOW FAT brownie ingredients for Caroline's 18th. Then we baked it at Felicia's place. The baking went well, we couldn't tell if it was cooked enough though. If anything goes wrong I blame yahoo.

Say hello to Princess Muffin! She's so adorable, but her teeth are sharp and she's a playful nipper.




Hwee Ping & I left after browsing through Felly's bf's girl friends and ex's on Facebook. HAHAHA. He is such a douche right now & I don't even wanna start cause its gonna be ugly. We left at 2030 and I kinda got lost around Bedok. I was on bus 17 which was winding around Bedok and I panicked thinking that I missed my stop so I asked the lady beside me where the interchange was and she gave me a 0.0 face. And then she said, very matter-of-factly that Bedok Int was right at the end like I'm supposed to know that. Thank goodness I made it home before 10.

Ooo tmr will be so exciting. Inception in the afternoon with Caroline, Felly & Hwee Ping and then Rebel at night cause it's Caroline's official legal day.
Finally something to really look forward too after hitting the snooze on my alarm...
Zzzz... I have to be up by 0730. God bless my eyes.

I like to have fun, but I think that there should be a limit for everything. Otherwise we'll all go overboard and then some.

But then limits get pretty hazy once the party starts. You think that it's the right thing because its what you want to do, and you are your own person so to hell with what others think. To hell with caution. It's all in the name of good fun right? Nobody can stop you, you'll just do whatever as long as you don't get caught. And in any case, everything's under control because you know your limits- but do you really?

Things you do gets more and more outrageous, and you feel like you're on top of the world because you can, because you dare to. You hang around friends you trust- people you feel that you can be yourself with; they won't try to stop you from doing what you want. They might even encourage you, oblivious to the fact that they're holding your hands down a crooked path. So you all go about your ways, telling whoever who don't get it to live a little cause life is short so might as well make it one big party. Besides, you know what you're doing, you're not a kid anymore.

Until one fine day you've decided that you've reached your limit. But things are not under control like they're supposed to. Your friends have crossed way over (why wouldn't they, your limits aren't theirs) and you take a step back to see what's going on.You realize how blind you've been. Things have gone way too far.

Influence is a powerful thing. You know the domino effect analogy? If only the reverse was possible ie. pick one domino back up and the rest follow suit.

I feel like a hypocrite for whatever I'm taking my stand on. But it's got to be done. It just isn't right. And I don't think I'm being a very good friend if I just stood at one side and not do anything.

Labels: thoughts

LOL. I swore I would never confide in a diary ever again after my bff-turned-psycho-enemy-ex-maid read mine and threw it into the bin.

So say hello to the cyber-alternative. These aren't exactly if I told you I'd have to kill you secrets. They're more of things you never knew about me. I'm not so stupid as to broadcast everything, unlike some others.

Did you know that...

1. I like playing with my tongue & I could tie a cherry stalk with it. Haven't tried recently though so I'm not sure if I still can. 
2. I don't have a thing for diamond rings. So heads up to future suitors (ha ha ha or suitor)
   OPAL RING (look!) > DIAMOND BLING.
3. I've only fallen in love once, and despite it all, it was special while it lasted.
4. My dog's real name is Purple, but sometimes I tell people it's Pepper because I got so tired of getting "No, it's brown and white!" comments. I was 9, and crazy over Purple. (Still am btw) 
5. I didn't enjoy my past ballet lessons very much because I felt extremely self-conscious around the skinny, ang-moh princesses that were my dancemates.
6. I tried starving myself once but I'm just a fail anorexic so I decided to think of myself as curvy instead of flubby.  
7. This is embarrassing but I wrote an email to CBS requesting that they consider me to audition for Survivor. 
8. Me thinks KOL have good get in the mood songs. I love listening to KOL.
9. Twilight movies made me not hate the sun anymore. I think the root of my sudden liking to tanning was Edward's paleness. 
10. I have been skipping so much of school. Bad, I know. I will stop being such a delinquent for the sake of fun. & having the TS doesn't give me a pass to act like a bad-ass.
    “Open your arms to change, but don't let go of your values.” 

So those were my 10 public secrets.
I love The Office.

Labels: fun facts

Doesn't hurt to reminisce, does it? I miss the good memories, and they play loops in my head. Not that I'm complaining... okay maybe I will tomorrow. I am dreading the moment my alarm rings, and I can almost imagine waking up feeling like a wreck.

Okay I'm starting to complain a little now.
Go to sleep Hannah stop dreaming.
Even Xanax can't fix insomnia like this.

Labels: fml, heart

Cool kidzxzxzx do the stupidest things.

My sister and her self-shots.

I <3 my bracelets!

Labels: food, Girl's night out, MG

Labels: fml, neighbour

None other than this stud right here.
xxx!

He's 9 this year. In doggy years he's 63. My mom said that I should prepare myself for his old age. I remember when I brought him home, I calculated at which age should I be prepared for his end. It seemed like a very long time back then, but now 23 doesn't seem that far away.

I've got 5 more years to spend with him. What will I become without him? 
I don't even wanna think about it.

For now, I am going to give him all my lovin for his last 5 years and make sure that when his time is up, he passes on feeling like the most loved dog on earth.

I love you my baby poopoo.

 

Labels: dog