It doesn't make sense to let go of something you had for so long, but it also doesn't make sense to hold on when nothing's there.

Hannah you should stop waiting around. He does not care as much as you do. He will never feel the way you do.You don't rock his world. And frankly, he will never see you anything more than a good friend.
So stop pining and struggling over somebody who doesn't even give you a second thought, it's just a waste of time and effort and brain-space.
Let go, say good-bye and move on. No matter how hard it will be, you have to let this go. Even if it means denial. Deny till it gets real.

From now onwards, you shall not:
-credit your good day to his texts,
-text him
-show interest in anything about him
-smile when you think of things you both have in common
-think of things you both have in common
-think about him
-k-poh when he comes up on FB news-feed
-start up conversations with him
-maintain conversations with him
- ***bake anything for his birthday*** I don't care if you were planning on making him white brownies, or how sweet the idea is. NO BAKING FOR HIM.


It's gonna be hard, but you can do this. It's time to get busy. The holidays are here, there are things to bake, people to bake for, friends to spend time with, and the many xoxo's and laughter and movies and shopping (heehehehheee).

Spring clean your heart, it's time for second chances.

xxx

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