I don't know how things are going to go but that shouldn't scare me off from getting to know where we stand. It's either gonna go backwards or forwards. Either way things have changed after Friday night and that's not a fact to push aside and ignore.

So I'm just gonna heed the great advice from my darling friends and be really careful about this situation. & I should know what I want. What do I want?
What does he want?

Y'know in all honesty, if he hadn't suddenly popped into my life I wouldn't even spend a fraction of a second thinking about him. But now that he has it's like I have to keep trying to think of anything else but him.

I think I'm just gonna go for the ride and see where it all goes. No expectations. Cause I don't wanna miss out. But am I really up for that?

Boys are so...

confusing.