I have decided to stop going to clubs. I'm also cleaning out my iPod. Goodbye 3OH3!, Ke$ha, Pitbull and etc. I don't need them telling me to party my life away and live on loose morals. Listening to their music has made me not give a damn what I did, as long as I was having a good time. My dad was right- the music you expose yourself to will (in some way or another) have an influence on your set of morals and values.

I've replaced all that gunk with classical Spanish guitars, and YouTube covers. Spanish guitars are mucho seductive. Amazing how a simple instrument can evoke such deep emotions within you. It is my current earddiction.

Its about time I really took my classes seriously. I'm still disappointed with my animal anatomy & physiology grades. I wish I could retake them. What if the veterinary universities rejected my application based on that? I've been scouting university prospects over the net recently. I really really really hope I can get into the Royal Veterinary College in the UK, which is probably equivalent to Harvard. I am definately not brilliant enough to qualify.

I'm going hardcore now, and I pray that God will grant me the strength and heart to be as hardworking as possible. I've deactivated my Facebook, and hidden the twitter app on my Blackberry.
I must get into vet school. I have to. Being anything else is not an option. I want it so bad I can cry.

I need a change of attitude. Losing focus now could cost me my dream.

I can do this. With God all things are possible, right?