And if something really good happened to me, I should brace myself for whatever came next. 

Now I've two newer theories. 

#1
Always second guess the guys. Not one of them are to be trusted till proven trustworthy. A lady is nothing but a fool if she falls for men's empty words. At the end of the day, actions speak louder. Playing along with the sweet nothings may be fun, but the danger lies in getting stuck in it all. Before you know it you'd start believing them and start expecting... that's when the world ends. So never, ever take a boy/guy/man seriously unless he proves to be true. 

#2

Last minute studying really does help, a lot. Something about that adrenalin rush from stressing out widens your brain's capacity and improves its efficiency. And the satisfaction you get when you get good grades- wow I just spent minimal effort on this and lookie here, an A. It's way better than being consistent too. Consistency paves the way for burning out. 

Yes so those are the newbie additions to my collection of theories.

Gawd I miss writing. It really helps unclog my brain from all them thoughts. It makes thinking less... crazy. 

Anyway, it has been raining non-stop ever since Saturday? It's getting so cold, the coldest that Singapore has ever been (in my experience). Suddenly everyone's seeking refuge indoors not because it's cooler but rather the opposite. So here I am, in my dad's over-sized Man U jacket, my fingers trembling from the cold, blogging. Just cause I've missed it and my school starts at 4 in the afternoon tomorrow.  

I think I've been losing a little bit of myself over the months. It's nice returning back to a familiar habit. A familiar escape. 

Goodnight y'all. 

Oh and PS: I've made a rule for myself. No texting guys after 10pm regardless. Maybe I should do the same for MSN...