It's been so long (by my standards)

School has been really wearing me out. The social parts and to be specific boys or rather boy and of course the academic parts. But I'm glad that it's all over now.

Somebody asked how I spent my 19th.
It would have been really pathetic if not for the many lovely birthday calls, texts, tweets and wall posts. Really. No parties no chillizin with friends.
It was just me and my notes. Doesn't bother me that much though, I've always been fine with having a low-key birthday. But the only thing that gets to me are the people who you'd thought would give a damn- y'know those people who you'd trust with your secrets, the friends who you've put in your inner circle- they didn't even bother to wish you a happy birthday at all.

I like to tell myself that maybe they forgot, or that they really didn't know. But this one did. No excuses. You're probably thinking what the big fuss is all about, it's just a birthday wish after all. Yeah, it is a pretty petty thing to be mad over this but after all that history and years of friendship...
it stings.

That was the least that was expected and even strangers beat him to it.

Anyway. I'm going to sleep this over. Don't wanna be petty.

And when I wake up I will party.